[When he was possessed, he would have pushed. He would have pressed and kept on it because Justice was not patient and needed to be swift. Even now he can feel the temptation, the lingering imprints of the spirit on his mind.
But he resists.
Anders takes a breath of his own. Myrobalan is listening and is willing to talk later. That's more than many, especially loyalists.]
All right. I will speak with you later, when you are ready.
[He's not sure if there's a time when he will be ready. He hasn't forgiven his own cousin for what happened between them during the rebellion; how much harder will it be to extend that to someone he doesn't love, whose crimes are an order of magnitude greater?
But Anders has--surprisingly--been nothing if not gracious about this.
[And with that he ends the connection. The temptation to push is too great. He doesn't even know if he's making the right call by not trying harder, or if he's betraying the good of Justice's legacy, but his instincts are saying this is the right thing to do.
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But he resists.
Anders takes a breath of his own. Myrobalan is listening and is willing to talk later. That's more than many, especially loyalists.]
All right. I will speak with you later, when you are ready.
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But Anders has--surprisingly--been nothing if not gracious about this.
And that's something.]
Thank you. Have a good evening.
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[And with that he ends the connection. The temptation to push is too great. He doesn't even know if he's making the right call by not trying harder, or if he's betraying the good of Justice's legacy, but his instincts are saying this is the right thing to do.
He has to trust them.]