There is. There is when it is your purpose to bear children.
[ The gentleness makes her feel worse, the facts of her world - that she is there for marriage, for children, for that future and little else making her sour and frustrated, unsure why she came in the first place - leaving her unsettled. ]
It does not matter what I want or what I wish. I will be married and when I am I will have a husband who will have his children in me and there will be no room for much else. [ No dissections, no surgery, nothing. ] He shall have whatever mistress he shall like and I will have his children. I... [ A breath, shaken. ] My life has been destined for waste since I was eleven. Whatever desires I had ever sought had been taken from me. I am not foolish enough to imagine that the most base of them would be fulfilled.
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There is. There is when it is your purpose to bear children.
[ The gentleness makes her feel worse, the facts of her world - that she is there for marriage, for children, for that future and little else making her sour and frustrated, unsure why she came in the first place - leaving her unsettled. ]
It does not matter what I want or what I wish. I will be married and when I am I will have a husband who will have his children in me and there will be no room for much else. [ No dissections, no surgery, nothing. ] He shall have whatever mistress he shall like and I will have his children. I... [ A breath, shaken. ] My life has been destined for waste since I was eleven. Whatever desires I had ever sought had been taken from me. I am not foolish enough to imagine that the most base of them would be fulfilled.