"You're right. You're right. But then how long till I want these things with someone else? I mean there's him, there's maybe someone else, who I might feel other things for as well. But before that, it had been nigh-on a year since I wanted anything with anyone. Before that... Look, I'm broken, is what it really comes down to. Like it or not, I'm not going to function like a normal person. I'll want to explore these things, but I have to want it enough to, um, to act against the part of me that's scared that what happened before will happen again."
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"You're right. You're right. But then how long till I want these things with someone else? I mean there's him, there's maybe someone else, who I might feel other things for as well. But before that, it had been nigh-on a year since I wanted anything with anyone. Before that... Look, I'm broken, is what it really comes down to. Like it or not, I'm not going to function like a normal person. I'll want to explore these things, but I have to want it enough to, um, to act against the part of me that's scared that what happened before will happen again."