[ There is one thing she had wanted that she would never have and all her other dreams seem like nothing in comparison. Who needs love? Such a silly thing to dream after, the topic of poems and stories the other ladies loved. Sidony wanted her future, but she’d not get to keep it. ]
I - I am not sure what you imagine me to be, Anders, but I am not a creature of love nor lust. I will not be beholden to such things no matter how grand they might appear to be. Love will not guide me or cure me. It cannot. [ A soft, sad sound slips from her mouth. ] I... I will not be seen so kindly - no. I am... [ Not undesirable, but... ] It is not what I was made for.
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[ There is one thing she had wanted that she would never have and all her other dreams seem like nothing in comparison. Who needs love? Such a silly thing to dream after, the topic of poems and stories the other ladies loved. Sidony wanted her future, but she’d not get to keep it. ]
I - I am not sure what you imagine me to be, Anders, but I am not a creature of love nor lust. I will not be beholden to such things no matter how grand they might appear to be. Love will not guide me or cure me. It cannot. [ A soft, sad sound slips from her mouth. ] I... I will not be seen so kindly - no. I am... [ Not undesirable, but... ] It is not what I was made for.