He can't remember the last time he came inside someone's mouth. He always stopped things when he grew uncomfortable with the sight of his own body. Now, there is an exercise aspect to watching someone suck him off. He loves to watch Anders, love to reaffirm in his mind how very perfect this man is, and how lucky Nathaniel is for having him. He breathes deep and gives Anders a nod, gaze flickering to his own body, trying to rob his imagination of the power to tell him lies.

"You may." It was confidence that had allowed him to let Anders take control, that one time when it had been so beautiful. Nathaniel's confidence is growing now, along with his interest.